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Saturday, October 16th, 2004

Subject:*Last Entry*
Time:12:00 am.

yea guess who>?
Fuck The Pain Away

Friday, October 15th, 2004

Subject:*What leopard*
Time:10:15 pm.
Mood: depressed.
My new journal wont be up and running until I get back home and charge the extra stuff to the credit card...
Ill add all of you guys as soon as I get my icons and my paid account up and running.

Happy Birthday to me...
Tat is going to give me my cupcakes tomorrow...since I told her not to come over tonight cause she was the only one who gave a damn enough to come not to mention my dad is sick...so Ill see her tomorrow.

Big Dinner tomorrow.
Uncle Creig came in today so it isnt just annoying aunt candy, thank-god.

My borther got so much taller and skinnier it was so funny.

Im in a bad mood.

I want my new computer.
I drove a bunch today, it was nice.
Fuck The Pain Away

Wednesday, October 13th, 2004

Time:10:33 am.
I'm in the library today...lets hope Mrs.Weingaurt doesn't tell on me and get my mom called. All of you wish me luck!
I'm with Amarita and Jessica. They are very cool.
I have to go back to work with my mom today, to help with the Duponts. They have the house that I want lol.
I think I'm going to make a new journal.
Don't worry if you're on my friends list you'll be added...this ones actually only going to be friends only.

The only person who's going to my birthday is Tat (the sleep over)...Elena is to busy to go and everyone else just doesn't care.
That was very depressing last night...made me cry to know no one actually cares.
The party Sunday is still on and ok...I suppose.

Alrighty byebye.
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Sunday, October 10th, 2004

Subject:*My God*
Time:2:07 pm.
So my hair was still wet when I posted last night so I didnt get to see the final effect of how my hair looks and I just got to see it dismorning.
I am a copper blonde! hehe!
I like it.

I found something interesting out.
You remember hearing about that 30,000 dollars Im supposed to inherit on my 18th birthday which is on October 18th haha. 18 ON THE 18TH lol
Well it was put in Dreyfus account which mean that it was invested and shit and now I have between a quarter mill and a half....
Can you believe that?
Im about to have a heart attack.

I talked to moms friend Raymond he is such a sweetheart. I was upset thinking about my gma who passed away and he made me feel better cause he talked to me for like an hour.

I got my Ceres No Ayashi in the mail...waiting for my sailormoon. Can't Wait!

My computer is still messed up though guys...Hopefully fixed soon.
Time to get down to work on my research paper...yea well when I get home haha
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Saturday, October 9th, 2004

Subject:*Hahahah Kris the lesbian dyed me*
Time:10:30 pm.
Guess what guys?
Im blonde...
yes Im blonde....very very blonde haha....
No, not frakishly blonde but yes you see a VERY blonde me now.

So dont expect to see a brunette anytime soon

back to the cube 2 now...p.s. I now own the cube 1 on dvd...well burned dvd!
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Saturday, October 2nd, 2004

Subject:*O that was a fucking blast*
Time:1:53 pm.
Yesterday turned out great.
Right after I wrote that bad stuff happened then we had a god damn blast and I ended up tucking Jessy, Wilson, Stevie B, and Hector into bed. The rest of them had already passed out.
Wilson was like -"She's just like my mommy!
and I even gave Jessy a good night hug like 3 times, he kept hugging me it was so funny.
Everyone was sooooo drunk it was quite funny!

I just got up with Cesar like 20 minutes ago cause he has to go to work. We didn't go to bed till like 5 everyone was that plastered lol.

But those bastards work me up at like 10:30 so I could say goodbye...

You're going to see some good pictures from that night!
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Subject:*I did try to drink and it tasted disgusting and it was hard on my stomache*
Time:1:43 am.
Mood: crushed.
Hung out with Mike and Sara Panello and saw Tonkin and Jamie and some people...
Spent an hour and a half looking for some stupid hotel party when I just wanted to go home, then they all decided to not go to a hotel.
Cesars birthday is a total success for everyone else BUT me.
Im in his spare bedroom on the computer...obviously...
I was watching Dracula with Evan but everyone went back into the kitchen which is attached to the living room so I couldnt hear the movie. So I moved away because I CAN'T drink any of the shit he has, he knows that, he knew I couldn't before he bought it but he wouldn't buy anything I could drink because why the fuck would he do that? It's not like Im going to be extremely bored or lonely at this thing. Evans the only other person not drunk already and he has to go home in lie 15 mins.
Cesar probably wont even notice Im gone so I might just go to bed.
Fuck Stupid Parties
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Friday, October 1st, 2004

Subject:*Haha you people suck!*
Time:12:45 pm.
Stereotyping is fun by fuckyouir00l
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Subject:*Pretty Wall Paper*
Time:12:17 pm.
It seems that I will be moving in with Kris the lesbian and Big Oscar this summer...my boyfriend included in this.
It makes it easier because two couples...and we dont have to find a room mate and Hope that they will be a good roomie and pay things on time.
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Thursday, September 30th, 2004

Subject:*Random Thoughts That Make No Senze...Hey I havent eaten today.*
Time:1:44 pm.
Mood: hungry.
I feel like a kid in a candy store.
That green ambercrombie shirt that I didnt have and wanted so much is back!
Mrs.Murilo found it, I guess Court put it in a bag to give me all my stuff back and then she forgot it at cesars house.
Whatever! I'm happy!
Haha Bernsie I talked to you
1 1/2 hours till cesar gets home... :(

Can't get ahold of Elena to see if she'd like to come over and hang out or me go to her house tomorrow. Stupid no picky upy celly-phone.

Haha I ate like such a pig last night, it was insane. I ate chicken with a baked potato *not a big one or anything*</b> and then we left the house like 20 mins later and I was hungry again and then Jessy wanted me to smoke and well all of them wanted me to smoke so I did and then I was starved so I had wings plus...like four wings and curly fries and then I had McDonalds chicken nuggets and french fries and drinks with all of them and u know how filling soda usaully is...and then I came home and I ate a salad at like 1 a.m. but I really wanted cookies....

My mom ordered me the last season of Sailormoon...the stars season...and Im ordering myself Ayashi No Ceres finally and my brother is talking my dad into getting me Season S...then I have every season...cept up to R is on tape...but I can eventaually get the first season and R on dvd. Which will Alan and Ann fall on though.... ::shrug:: it was a short ass season anyways.
Im thinking about looking into Rayearth on dvd I dont know though. I saw the one tape Im missing from season 2 and it was like 23 dollars or something which for a tape is quite expensive.
Oh and guys if you're looking for a present look to chuck palahnuik books/movie-Basil/Amateur/Virgin Suicides/Sealab2021/Aqua Teen Hunger Force season 1 and Rayearth That was for the family who reads this too lol...hinting to them. Guys you know I dont really care about presents just that you come...

Im hungry.
I got faint in the shower again today, it really sucks and gets quite scary when u can't even stand up in the shower and u have to sit down and turn the water to full cold and throw open the curtain because I feel like Im dying of heat. But it hadn't happened in awhile so it was really weird.

On a slightly higher note...and much more importantly.
Im hungry.
I miss Cesar.
Im hungry
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Wednesday, September 29th, 2004

Subject:*Up for the taking*
Time:2:40 pm.
New Layout...
What do you guys think.....


p.s. It feels like such a shame. I have this nightmare before xmas layout all done that this kid was going to use and made me go through all the trouble of doing then never used it because he "didnt like the name" so he just never used his livejournal....
so anyone want it...
I hate for my work to go to shame.
Icons/Background/Title/Links/Lyrics to song....for info
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Time:1:47 pm.
Who dares me to do an "Invisible Monsters" layout?
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Sunday, September 26th, 2004

Subject:*Fucking Shity*
Time:12:53 pm.
Stupid Pussy Wussy Hurricane.
Fucks up my shit and not Davie/Weston.
Cesar has to go to work and probably school tomorrow.
Im going to be bored, maybe Ill call up Tonkin...not that he'll actually care about seeing me or anything now that the only two people he hangs out with are Jamie and Kayla.
Oh Oh   *  Fuck The Pain Away

Subject:*People Make Me Want To Be Beautiful When I Know I Cant*
Time:3:14 am.
Cesar just dozed off to sleep. We've been watching NipTuck since god knows when and we finally stopped when we're like I dont know 1 episode left on disc five. I dont think he really watched the end of it. He was half asleep and snoring.
Ofcourse I can't sleep you all know how I am.
This hurricane hasnt come off to bad...then again can't really tell being inside most of the day with people and the hurricane shutters up. I don't want it to be to bad but I hope its enough to get me a couple days down here extra.
I feel bad for my dad though he's worrying about me and calls me to see if I'm ok thinking I'm up in Vero where the hurricane is like hitting directly...and I'm not. Im perfectly safe down here in Cesars house I just cant tell him that cause I didnt want to be miserable and be miserable in the house with him all during this hurricane.

I'm getting those stupid "something bad happening. I did something wrong" feelings again. Not to mention the shitty teary eyed feelings.

Some stuff happened a couple times today, nothing to upset either of us but made me feel shitty that I couldnt do it for him all day.

Cesars not going to work tomorrow, duh! Means the whole day with him.
Why can't I sleep????Why can't I sleep????Why can't I sleep????Why can't I sleep????

People make me feel inadequate and like I need to be a "Kimber" from the show...or like I need to be something beautiful and when I never live up to anyone but a simple "friend" with horrible taste in beauty it makes me want to cry. For once in my life I would like someone to stop, look at me and say "She is beautiful"...

But whatever :)~ Live with what you've got I guess...as much as you may hate it.
I should go slip into bed with cesar before it hits 4 a.m. or something.
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Saturday, September 25th, 2004

Subject:*Party up in the Hizzle*
Time:10:47 pm.
Cesars Birthday=KICKASS FUN
and we thought it was going to suck just because we couldnt all get as plastered as we thought...

People=sleepover yeaaaa~!

Super Mario Brothers+Street Racing Syndicate+2 Cakes+Niptuck season=fun so far

Now the pizzas all ready...home made...you know from frozen haha!

Dont you all wish you were here...well guess what we dont like you enough haha
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Time:2:56 pm.
Ok guys I am alive and I am down in Davie for the Hurricane...This time I am staying at Cesars house for the Hurricane so no one call my dads house...Not that you guys ever do anyways. By the way for those of those who are still trying the 754 number IT ISNT MINE ANYMORE! 9545602620 cause I know some people were still not able to get ahold of me.
Uhm love to all of you.
I will make this short its cesars birthday so Im spending time with him. Big Oscar and Kris the lesbian and Wilson are the only ones coming over tonight, everyone elses parents are having heart attacks. Come on this is davie, now if I was home in Vero that would be diff. The hurricane is ACTUALLY hitting almost straight on there its not hitting here.
Cesar bought his first pack of self bought ciggs and his first playboy. We looked at it together, well actually Nanny Juan and I looked at it more then he did. I only think he bought it for the "principle of the thing"
I bought him The Butterfly Effect and supermario brohers and I bought myself Fight Club and Trainspotting and the entire first season of nip tuck, he bought me an early present which was the entire super s series of sailormoon. We're about to go watch it plus I borrowed Donnie Darko from the neighbor across the street Stephanie. Moms friend. She has the BEST collection of movies like EVER!
Plus I brought down every other dvd I own. I watched Fight Club and trainspotting with elena last night and like half an episode of niptuck but I have to go watch some stuff with cesar now.
Bye Guys...
Hope you fair well through teh hurricane.
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Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004

Time:10:58 am.
Mood: contemplative.
Sorry I havent updated in awhile guys....well in reality it hasnt been that long but for me not to post in a couple days haha you might have thought I was dead by now.
But yea...
I had a stomache virus...So I spent a good portion of Sunday night and Monday throwing up...plus you all knew I had those little kids to watch.
Turns out Logan had a sort of stomache bug which she then gave to me and then my mom got it accompinied by an ear infection on Monday morning.
Instead of ear infection I got leg pains and rib pains. Sounds fun doesn't it...WELL YOU'RE WRONG IT'S NOT!
I come down for Cesar/Matts birthday this weekend. I am going shopping for their birthdays tomorrow. I know exactly what to get for Matt now but there's still like a 100 things I want to get for Cesar. We'll see what we get in the end.
Dad called yesterday yadiyadiyada Not going to be with him on Friday for his birthday haha!
Uhm I have to get back to work on my research paper on the "bassoon". If anyone finds any websites with information on the bassoon please post on here. Thank-you.
By the way the computer is kind of kapoot at the house. Don't know why so I wont be updating there until I get it fixed.
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Sunday, September 19th, 2004

Subject:*Wrong Birthday And Month*
Time:10:12 pm.
InStIgAtOr14uS (10:05:10 PM): happy birthday!

Auto response from Plaidvirgin (10:05:10 PM): Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television. Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit crushing game shows, stuffing junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pissing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up brats you spawned to replace yourself. Choose a future. Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that? I chose not to choose life.I chose something else

Plaidvirgin (10:07:59 PM): baby what?
InStIgAtOr14uS (10:08:17 PM): wasnt ur birthday yeasterday?
Plaidvirgin (10:08:32 PM): haha no close though
Plaidvirgin (10:08:35 PM): october 18th
Plaidvirgin (10:08:39 PM): thankyo for rmbering the 18th though
InStIgAtOr14uS (10:08:54 PM): wat is the date today?
InStIgAtOr14uS (10:10:00 PM): isnt today ocotrber 19?
Plaidvirgin (10:11:39 PM): september 18th
Plaidvirgin (10:11:48 PM): i mean september 19th
InStIgAtOr14uS (10:11:49 PM): o fuck
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Saturday, September 18th, 2004

Subject:*Spawn of Satan*
Time:7:23 pm.
Mood: annoyed.
Remember how I'm supposed to be the good one with kids?
Well it's a lie...
I hate kids...

I just called Cesar and told him we wont be having children...or I will kill him.

Im going to be lucky not killing these kids
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Subject:*babysitting money*
Time:1:28 pm.
Im babysitting from now *well earlier 12 they showed up* until 5 p.m. tomorrow.
150 bucks...not that bad is it?
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